I'm so sorry (truly from my heart) about what happened for the past few weeks.
Most of the time, I'm too arrogant + selfish + self center + cute (additional...hhahahha), without thinking of what hard time you have faced.
In real world, we always do works which determine by other people, and yet our spouse cannot accept it. It's a big challenge but believe me, one fine day they can teach themselves to understand it! So, be patient, don't take it too easy, trust them, don't do anything which can make them unhappy and think twice before you did conversation with different sex (bukan apa, mengelakkan fitnah).