Sudah seminggu, akhirnya .......

Tarikh 1 April 2009 byk membuat air mata ku mengalir deras. Dengan lebih tepat lagi pada pukul 1.30 tenghari. Aku kehilangan anak yang aku tunggu kehadirannya hampir 2 tahun, sekaligus menghancurkan hati aku & husband.

Maafkan mama sayang....walau mama tak mengetahui rupamu, kau tetap anak mama yang pertama. Moga kita akan bertemu suatu hari nanti....maaf dari mama sekali lagi. Mama sayang padamu.....

I'm so SORRY!!!!

My dear,

I'm so sorry (truly from my heart) about what happened for the past few weeks.
Most of the time, I'm too arrogant + selfish + self center + cute (additional...hhahahha), without thinking of what hard time you have faced.

In real world, we always do works which determine by other people, and yet our spouse cannot accept it. It's a big challenge but believe me, one fine day they can teach themselves to understand it! So, be patient, don't take it too easy, trust them, don't do anything which can make them unhappy and think twice before you did conversation with different sex (bukan apa, mengelakkan fitnah).

Unhappy wife alone from day to day

Bosan jadi bini sorang2 kat rumah, terponggok tunggu suami kerja kuat sangat. Terasa bukan main kepalang, hakikatnya alasan demi alasan yang diberi.

Masa hujung minggu pun kerja, aku duduk sorang diri layan perasaan/ window shopping/ tengok tv.

Apa la nasib jadi bini zaman gemilang sekarang ni yek???